Yeps, yeps. I *actually* mowed the lawn by myself! I sucked but hey - first try!! :D I smell like sun and grass. Gemini slept over last night and we went to the mall. At first, we had to return my mom's Mother Day jacket and get the beige one. Gemini actually suited the bright red suede jacket ^_^ I, on the other hand, after just blowing a bubble with my gum and putting on the jacket - was told I looked like I was out of a Britney Spears video. I removed the jacket as quickly as possible >_< After that, my mom left us to meet my dad in Chapters. Gemini and I bought ice cream [me - Mango something::her - mint chocolate >_<] and I saw an old guy-friend I knew good from grade five to eight. Gah, he shot up like eight inches!! Still my age though. That's good. @@ Crazy. We, with our yummy drinks and ice creams, sat on a bench. She was talking quite loud and some guy passed by as she exclaimed something like: "...they'd lock me up in a NUT HOUSE!!" o_0;; Two guys who were passing by laughed aloud. Gemini yelled something funny at their backs then muttered "That's why men SUCK!" Yet, after this escapade, she was ranting about Kyo and how hot he is. ~_~;;
We wandered around with our money burning a hole in our bags. So...I can't remember where we went first, but we looked in stores and laughed but then we found this vibrating-rollerball-massage black leather chairs, two of them side by side. For a buck, you got a three-minute massage. Two bucks, six minutes. We, first, did the three-minute one and laughed and giggled and moaned. It was half-orgasmic. XD Then, we went to Chapters and looked for books to purchase. Gemini found a cool vampire-witch-reality book and bought it and I was racked by giggles from this dumb little Things to Do If __________ [to freak out your co-worker, roomate, students, etc...] book. Gemini also found a cute little book of Freudian Psychiatrist How-Tos or whatnot and it contained of this [*PAGE AFTER PAGE*]:

Yes.
Mm-hmm.
(cough)
How was your mother involved?
What do you think?
Yes.
Continue please.
Oh, hm-hm, I see.

^_^;; Quite humorous. Then, I bought a mocha something from Starbucks and it was *so* good. The counter-lady was so funny and nice! I had, like, a five minute conversation with her about flavors. ^__^ Then, we went back into the mall after buying Gemini's book and got a six-minute massage. ._. It was *so* nice!! After the relaxing back-arching, toenail-curling massages, we went to Claire's Accessories and I bought a bellybutton ring. It's really pretty. Then, we got a ride home and played around with the computer and then I tried to stop her from reading her new book. When we both woke up, we exhanged our dreams [mine was *twisted*, hers was about Survivor O_o;] and then did blah [breakfast, dressing, the usual...] until she got picked up. Yup! ^_^ Riverfest sucks. We drove by and they have the *same* retarded rides as three years before. '_' All the alcohol-driven teenagers had their fun and will have it again tonight after sobering up. Woo.

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 3:53:04 PM    * *       *

Feeling: ^__^ Chillin'ish
Comment: Afterschool - just hanging around the house comfily
Song: "Between Me and You" - Ja Rule

Andrea Bocelli's CD face is staring at me, laughing. @@ It's scaring me. At lunch, Gemini did my History homework which I didn't understand while I proofread her English essay. *sigh* When I blog at school [if I do], I usually have 20 minutes to write but I spend 15 minutes of that time laughing and chatting with Gemini and Yukari , if she's there. We were forced to the library :< The library sucks for blogging, because the librarians can sneak up on you without your knowing it. Today, on the bus, I listened to my "Save the Last Dance" CD [well...it's Josslyn's...-__-;;] in my Discman and talked to Raymond and Mary some. This weekend is May 24. Hm. Riverfest is happening, but I don't feel up to going - I feel like vegging or going to Aimée's or someone's. Maybe Gemini can sleep over. Un moment...I'm asking. ^_^; She's allowed! Now she's asking though. We'll figure out our plans. Probably go to the mall, movies or rent one. I love renting movies! ^.^

I was talking to Alicia, Jen, Melissa and Pat O. today in History class while everyone talked. He *told* us we could! o_0; Pat was talking about firing potato guns and I was picturing somebody getting hit in the back of a head with a potato! XD Then, on the bus, Raymond was pretending to be riding his dirtbike singing "Oh Susie Q!" and then acted like he was running out of gas and was puttering, still revving because his girlfriend's sitting on the dirtbike with him. *giggles insanely* It was *FUNNY*!!! ^_^;;
In History, we talked about rolling paper and getting high, and about how Chad has an obsession with shaking his ass in front of the cops when running away. He told us that once, Chad stole about forty CDs from cars and was running down the road, arms full of CDs and the cops were right behind him and he wiggled his ass at them and then threw the CDs on a lawn. When caught up to, he denied having CDs in his arms. My dad is now complaining about how hard I type...I don't type hard!! >_<

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 4:30:01 PM    * *       *

Feeling: Happy
Comment: Gemini finished my History homework and I'm messaging Nancy :D
Song: None, at school

Gots 10 minutes until Careers class. ^__^ Like my poems? DAMMIT!!!!! >_< Music playing. BYE!!!

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 11:55:50 AM    * *       *

          *    * *   * Thursday, May 17     * *

A happy fluufy poem for Gemini ._. titled: happy fluufy bunnies

you live with a BUNNY!
you have lots of MONEY!
you can be quite FUNNY!
you like Robin TUNNEY!
you like to have some HONEY!
your nose is sometimes RUNNY!
your room isn't very SUNNY!
© Zephyr 2001 on her most unoriginal streak ever...>_<

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 6:36:32 PM    * *       *

Feeling: Secretive
Comment: Yay for swamps!
Song: None, surprisingly, I want quiet right now

I got 0 on my Rudy essay, so I'm told. Oh well, my "Remember the Titans" was really good so :P. I have to clean my room tonight before 8 p.m. and I still have some History questions to complete. Zephyr's Agenda:

Friday - nothing special [no movie :( Darn]
Saturday - probably no camping trip but movies with Mom [woo!! ^_^]
Sunday - homework probably
Monday - spare day
Tuesday - spare day [History class going to Ottawa to do boring stuff...me staying home! ^__^]

I'm going to the swamp tomorrow for Science. I need some extra clothes...I'm planning: my green cords which I never wear in public because they have small bleach stains >_< and my mom's comfy gray Georgetown hooded sweatshirt. Woo for coziness! I've been reading "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul III" and it's pretty good.....
I added a Blogger-ring to the side bar between the list of blogs and profiles. Mmm...I want to crawl into a clean room and a warm, blanky bed. ^-^;

I worked out new course selections for Grade 11 with my Guidance Counselor and figured out how I'm going to St. Mary's U [SMU = smew ^^;;] in Nova Scotia. Yay for Nova Scotia! Now, alls I gots to do is raise my average which shouldn't be too hard. I'm not trying in History or Science, so that should help if I started paying attention. @@
I'm at a 67 right now, which is totally mediocre, but if I bring it up [pray for me!] to an 80, yay! I'll have a party then. ^_- This weekend, if I even *GO* camping, there'll be drinking. Jen told me. I might not even go, because I don't feel like it. *shrugs* Not because of the drinking, 'course not, just because I'm lazy and bored. Plus, it's with Patrick, Charlie and some 19-year old druggie-jailbird and other people I know. See, I don't know Patrick, Charlie and the jailbird. o_0;; That worries me. And I'd be all...shy. I hate being shy. But the jailbird could get us some drinks. I don't want to drink. It's dumb, really. I mean, you make complete *IDIOTS* out of yourselves and then vomit and then have a depressing headache for three hours - what a riot!! -__-; Whatever, we'll see what happens.

Poem for Gemini titled: bound

bleach stains on my heart
rub them out
don't scrub my soul away
white body - crystalline
rid of all you
left behind on me
black fingernails of hatred
perfect skin
pins dragged, blood catching
drawing the life
three blondes walk into a bar
dark corner you crawl inside
penny for your soul -
cubbyhole for your thoughts
crimson jewels...dancing down
your elbows and furthermore
lick them up, vicious lips
painted mouth..blink once for yes
© Zephyr 2001

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 6:02:30 PM    * *       *

          *    * *   * Wednesday, May 16     * *

Pua ha ha!!!!! I feel KRAY-ZEE!!!!! WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ooh! Ma show's gunna be on soon! Wah!!! I hafta watch it! Only 4 more eppies! >.< *sobs* I still got other shows though! *cheers* WOO!

Ack! Napster SUX! It's got *no* songs! *kicks napster peeps* I can't d/l any songs! *cries*

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTT!!!! I've only got ..... *panics* 20 minutes to take a shower! OMG! I gotta go! *runs around in circles* FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKK! I hate time! Time is ma enemy! Must kill time!!!! GRR! EEP! Gotta go now seriously! BAI BAI!! AHN NYUNG! SAYONARA!!! AU REVOIR! Eww..... French *shudders* BYE

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 9:44:28 PM    * *       *

Feeling: Dead
Comment: Crying
Song: "Strange Days" - Matthew Good Band

My brain is dead. I cannot think. There are no creative juices - I am running on empty. Which reminds me, I wrote another poem:
***
careless games [ack, I wrote 'whispers' instead of games...because of that damned Wham! song...>_<]

all your tears came
in a silver
firelight dancing across your face
your throat and lips and eyes
batting, coy..
cat and mouse in love
me.the.mouse.
a treeful of secrets
haunted eyes
black rings of coal underneath
a stifled girl cries
you.the.cat
© Zephyr 2001


*   You're so silly, Nanny! 8:51:16 PM    * *       *

          *    * *   * Tuesday, May 15     * *

Feeling: Quite happy actually ^_^
Comment: My bus ride home was rather eventful...XD
Song: "Desire" - Luna Sea

Ahem. ^__^; Today at lunch was fun! As you tell below, I went through a thirty-second mood of hyper-happy-teary-eyed-laughing and began writing. >_< Then the compy teacher in the tech room pushed all of us out [Jen, Yukari, Gemini and me] and we went to third period. @@ But it was humorous.
Anyway, Raymond [on the bus] rubbed his nipple against me and kept flashing his shirt up at me o_0; I was laughing though because it *was* funny! XD Then he moved beside me and somehow, over a span of five minutes, thought I wrote notes to people on my Maxi Pads - which I don't have!! x.x;;
But, in Careers we got called down for a sex assembly...I sat with Gemini [*NOT* the girl you want to sit with during those lectures!! ^-^;] but the teacher-girl-speaker began comparing water in a crystal glass to have sex as a virgin @@. So I leaned over to Gemini and said something like "Sex in a crystal glass" and she liked that. ._. 8 windows open - >__< I need more to complete!

*Completion of Windows Open**// = 15 windows [] incomplete []

I want to open them, so I'm looking at them - not so I just open a random few to say I completed my mark. -__-; Bye-bye!! ^_-

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 4:36:28 PM    * *       *

Feeling: Bomp-bomp
Comment: I squealed but I can't put in an expression like "Aa!"
Song: None :(

PITY ME! I SO POPULAR!! hj I',mhyper

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 11:45:34 AM    * *       *

          *    * *   * Monday, May 14     * *

Feeling: Happy happy and chillin'
Comment: Learning how to keep more than five windows open at a time from Gemini, the skilled master
Song: "Mad Season" - Matchbox Twenty

Woo for Rae, again. I have 13 minutes before my brother comes storming in, demanding his time online. :D He sucks bum. Gemini's helping me with my blog and so did Rae. Go them! ^_^ Life is good. I'm joining cliques [online, of course] left to right, trying to keep track of them. *__* No, now I have 6 minutes because I've been talking to Jen's dumbness and Gemini's genkiness and Rae's...happiness! ^__^; Basically, life rules/ I'm back in school/life is cool! XD Sorry. Well, that's the general idea anyway! o_0 My Peer Tutoring essay was *SO* hard to write! >_< Took a lot out of me, yes indeedy. Well, buh bai!! I might even blog tomorrow at lunch ^_-

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 11:55:34 AM    * *       *