: Family : .
[ .028. ] mother's name: sue
[ .029. ] father's name: greg
[ .030. ] step-parent's names, if any: n/a
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): scott, brad
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): n/a
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: aunt joanne
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: uncle brian
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: i can't pick
[ .036. ] worst relative: none
[ .037. ] best relative: can't choose between three
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: usually
[ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you? mostly my mom

. : Pets : .
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: taboo
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: dog

. : School : .
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: no
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: no idea
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 12
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: mr rashotto, he cracked me up
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: mrs kenny
[ .050. ] favorite subject: writer's craft
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: math
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: depends if i have money that day, or if my friends feel generous :D
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: no
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: habitat for humanity
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: well, technically in grade 7
[ .056. ] favorite dance: footloose dance
[ .057. ] favorite memory: too many
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: no
[ .202. ] are you still friends: n/a
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: never tried it, i hate the smell
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: blah
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: i don't know, do i?
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: alcohol is dumb (I feel like an after school commercial)
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: n/a
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: n/a

. : Would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: maybe
[ .216. ] sky dive: maybe
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: possibly
[ .218. ] scuba dive: maybe
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yes, with lots and lots of cords
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: haha probably. i like money.
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .223. ] cross-dress: yeah
[ .224. ] lie to the police: no
[. 225. ] run from the police: no
[. 226. ] lie to your parents: i know i will eventually in the future
[. 227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: depends
[. 228. ] be an exotic dancer: ew, no
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: i'd would run back an hour later to pay
[. 230. ] streak: probably not

. : Your friends : .
[ .231. ] best friend: i have a few
[ .232. ] known longest: claire
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: claire
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: claire
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: as many as i need
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: the most? probably julia, haha, she knows it.
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: jen. well, that's not true, we complain. but she's still fun.
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .239.~.257.] MISSING. stupid moron

. : Have you ever : .
[ .258. ] flashed someone: no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: no
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: actually no
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: yes
[ .265. ] stolen anything: WHEN I WAS LITTLE. aww, child delinquent
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: nah, i didn't notice
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: i tried
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: oh yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: nope
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: cheek/forehead
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: somewhat, with parents :)
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: my parents went to california for a week and left my brother and i alone at home. does that count?
[ .275. ] been to a concert: no
[ .276. ] been to another country: yes
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yes
[ .278. ] got pulled over: no
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: no
[ .280. ] broke a law: yes
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: i think so
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: probably
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: five second rule, people! come on.

. : Opinions : .
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: meh, it grows on you. kinda like mold or moss.
[ .288. ] about boy bands: i could care less.
[ .289. ] about flag burning: awful
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: i'm anti-war but i'm that selfish kind of thinker "if it doesn't affect me directly, i don't care". don't judge me, i'm stupid.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: they suck.
[ .293. ] about abortion: pro-life here.
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: yes, sometimes.
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: NO IDEA.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: i'll be 22. i don't know. that's really odd.

. : What did you do : .
[ .297. ] last birthday: i don't remember. aww. i really don't.
[ .298. ] yesterday: worked, ate swiss chalet, bought a backpack, off and on computer time, read some of "death of a salesman", fell asleep
[ .299. ] last weekend: work i think.
[ .300. ] christmas: went to my aunt and uncle's, had a fun time.
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: had good food.
[ .302. ] new year's eve: went to stina's party, watched drunk people, got hug-crushed by seb, cleaned for four hours.
[ .303. ] halloween: probably stayed home and watched a movie
[ .304. ] easter: i don't do things on easter
[ .305. ] valentine's day: can't remember.

. : What did you plan on doing :.
[ .306. ] next birthday: getting friends together, partying. whoo. meh.
[ .307. ] tomorrow: school. soliloquy. cry in front of class b/c i'm so nervous
[ .308. ] next weekend: work ALL weekend. poo.
[ .309. ] christmas: probably going to my aunt and uncle's if not working.
[ .310. ] thanksgiving: eating. a lot.
[ .311. ] new year's eve: party of some sort, most likely.
[ .312. ] halloween: ignore the kids ringing the doorbell, while watching (undoubtedly) some crap reality show.
[ .313. ] easter: nothing spectacular
[ .314. ] valentine's day: unless i have a boyfriend by then (snark), watching a sap movie ("bed of roses", much?) with my mom

. : the last : .
[ .315. ] thing you ate: spaghetti
[ .316. ] thing you drank: grape juice
[ .317. ] thing you wore: jeans, t-shirt
[ .318. ] place you went: living room
[ .319. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my bellybutton
[ .320. ] person you saw: brad
[ .321. ] person you kissed: my dad's cheek before work yesterday
[ .322. ] person you fucked: NOBODY
[ .323. ] person you talked to: brad
[ .324. ] song you heard: a song on alias

. : Now : .
[ .325. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .326. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .327. ] what are you wearing: light blue jeans, dark blue t-shirt, no socks
[ .328. ] any shoes on: no
[ .329. ] hair: curly ponytail
[ .330. ] listening to: the computer hum
[ .331. ] talking to anyone: no, i'm an online antisocial when i want to be
[ .332. ] are you pissed i made this so long: nah, it's amusing

. : Yes or no : .
[ .333. ] are you a vegetarian: no
[ .334. ] do you like cows: to look at, yes. to eat, more or less.
[ .335. ] are you a bitch: usually.
[ .336. ] are you artistic: when i feel it.
[ .337. ] do you write poetry: yeah.
[ .338. ] are you a fast runner: used to be. then i gained my little pack of pudge and i run like a grampa. i wheeze after getting up from bed.
[ .339. ] can you ski: haha no, i flipped over the last time i tried.
[ .340. ] are you british: haha no
[ .341. ] do you want to spear britney: she doesn't bother me anymore. she's just there.
[ .342. ] do the voices talk to you: THEY SING TO ME INSTEAD MY HEAD. phantom of the opera yay.
[ .343. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: no, but i used to bring her in the bath and soap up her hair. then i'd rub the soap in her eyes to make them hurt. haha aw, i abused barbie dolls.
[ .344. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: yeah. beans & weiners are good too.
[ .345. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': probably
[ .346. ] are you straight: yes, i like boys a lot. too much sometimes.
[ .347. ] are you stupid?, insane?, and another physically handicapped?: stupid, yes. insane, sometimes. handicapped, no.
[ .348. ] are you fat: my brother claims i am. my mom says i'm practically skinny. meh. i'm a happy medium.
[ .349. ] are you skinny: nah
[ .350. ] are you short: yes
[ .351. ] are you tall: no
[ .352. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: sadly no
[ .353. ] how about orange pants: no
[ .354. ] can you see the flying monkeys: yes. they're flying behind you! RUN. i'm bored.
[ .355. ] are you evil: when i want.
[ .356. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: my old principal. hee.
[ .357. ] is britney a whore: yes.
[ .358. ] are you a teenage zombie: sure
[ .359. ] am i annoying you: no
[ .360. ] do you like marilyn manson: i only like two of his songs
[ .361. ] are you secretly from another planet: hee. i'm bored still.
[ .362. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: hahahahaha yes, i rape my friends often.
[ .363. ] do you shop at hot topic: no

. : Random questions : .
[ .364. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: a dog. so stupid and fun and adorable.
[ .365. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: ravioli. it never gets old to me.
[ .366. ] do you remember any of your dreams: usually
[ .367. ] do you dream in color or black and white: i don't usually know
[ .368. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yes
[ .369. ] can people read you like a book: when i want them to
[ .370. ] what's your biggest fear: drowning
[ .371. ] do you talk a lot: when i'm hyper, yes
[ .372. ] are you afraid of clowns: not really
[ .373. ] do you like spiders: no
[ .374. ] how about grape kool-aid: yeah
[ .375. ] can you drive: technically
[ .376. ] are you spoiled: sometimes
[ .377. ] are you anti-social: no
[ .378. ] do you see dumb people: yes
[ .379. ] do you see dead people: no
[ .380. ] any last words: i just burped. it tasted like spaghetti.
[ .381. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: talk wholeheartedly to julia

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 9:12:05 PM    * *       *

I had the weirdest dreams.
1) Scott was insane, in a big padded-esque room, and wanted his handscuff off. He pleaded and begged me to remove them, but I knew if I did, he would kill me. He got so angry at me. Frightening.
2) Rachel Dratch was on a game show, imitating an old woman. Lots of speedboats and crocodiles. I was so cold in my dream. I couldn't find socks. Someone else was there, I don't know who.

Because the power went out a few days ago and I didn't bother to fix it, my alarm was set at an odd time. I just woke up. BLAH.
no work today.
I need to fix my links
It is incredible looking outside. Amazing.
So much snow and ice, it's like WINTER WONDERLAND
corny but true. I feel like I was put through to the other side of Lions, Witches & Wardrobes
It was frigid in my room this morning

*   You're so silly, Nanny! 7:36:10 AM    * *       *